thanks god..for giving me today.
my favourite wednesday. my only favourite day in the week.
It's ruined.
Everything ruined it.
firstly. P.E changed teachers.
i couldn't get to see my most admired teacher.
and it's all thanks to my god.
i don't even care if i'm being rude or whatever.
u did this to my life.
and guess what.
i almost burned my house just now.
yahh..that's what mydad said.
-.-
can't they see that it's only the kitchen?
and even if it's burnt.
i don't wan to give a hoot abt it.
i'd rather die.
den to suffer their nagging and scoldings.
what? you mean they can just shoot their mouth full of
sarcastic words just because i did something wrong?
and guess what..
i sew my own skirt.
which is always done by my so called mother.
and can you imagine me sewing something when i've not used it before?
oh yah.
and yays.
i pricked my finger.
it doesn't hurt. my heart is aching..
*tears drop*
i'm not lying.
i wanted to announce something..
but now it's ruined.
they don't even offer me to eat my dinner.
just because i burnt their bloody food.
i feel like an abandoned child.
i can't take this anymore.
now i can feel how an abused child feels.
*stops to cry*
i really cried. i'm not lying at all.
and i really hope my so called parents see this.
can't stand their biasness.
i'm abt to fall..
fall deep into a deep deep sleep..
where no one can wake me up..
*more tears fall*
found a tunnel @ 20:15